The Walk So Far

"I will never leave you nor forsake you”

Deuteronomy 31:8

Down Tempo Modellbau

I've been dreaming of this for quite a while: building models to the down tempo chilled beats of some present day looped Electronica. Coming back gave me a fair deal of time to contemplate, reflect, and just take stock of things. There's much in the pipeline, but for now, it's one day at a time.
Tomorrow, I meet up with the JackRabbit and TNCC for breakfast at the Golden Arches and for once, we don't have to go to some forsaken western corner of this island where the air reeks of a mixture industrial effluent, cocoa and automotive exhaust. I know, it's trans fat-laden-whachamacallit first thing in the morning, but we're attending a lecture by some subject matter experts and we're pretty content just taking the back seat for once.

Remembering

"Life at its best, is simple."

Rt Revd Rennis Ponniah

[Mobile Post] July

Out at King Albert Park Mac's. Been a day of suprises, not least of which, a lunch treat from G :) All in all, we've been taught, a grateful heart is the beginning of drawing closer to God. For all that has happened thus far, I've much to be thankful for.

Back From Cathay

So June 24th came and went, Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen (ROTF) opened in cinemas worldwide. We went, we watched, and we...lamented and the character development - or the sheer lack of. Michael Bay did a great job in giving his trademark shlow-moh takes, but somehow, with so little time from edit to the big screen, the whole feel of ROTF was all chopped-up.
Sure, there were the cantankerous 'bots, geriatric Jetfire, and Prime in his various guises, but all in all the movie left one a tad bit disappointed.
The sound (thanks to the THX certified cinema) was exceptional, the ILM effects, breathtaking, but the characters...somehow fell flat. The ending signaled a highly likely TF3, but let's hope it will be a true revenge of the Fallen Part 2 instead. Watch it on the big screen if you love the effects, but as a whole, it's easily **/*****.

On The Road

Off on a trip again, albeit unplanned. Switching to Walawalamuciwawa for now till I return.

Contemplate

The inertia was huge, but thank God it has been overcome. An eventful weekend. CG on Friday was interesting, and the Saturday mid-day coffee break before service proved therapeutic too, but the service on Sunday, as well as the chill out thereafter was even better.
Readjusting to the pace of things back here in the Tropics takes a while, but there's really no excuse not to heave myself up from bed and start plying the streets of the City once again, meeting friends and model building artisans, and just simply marveling at the wonders of God's Creation. No doubt, there's a persistent, blistering heat wave of late, but hey, it's been a while since I've enjoyed myself this much spending weekends doing stuff that's meaningful. The mini-photo essays have returned. I hope I can keep up this pace.

Back Again

It's hard to believe that this is the first post of 2009. I'd thought I'd abandoned what appears to be a waning fad of blogging, but thought I'd revisit it a tad bit since I'm back in town, and feeling a tad bit nostalgic (considering I made my first entry back in March of 2005). Not much photography of late, but there'll be some, soon.

Island 1819

After 6 years on the road, it's good to finally be back, and pretty much settled-in to this Island. They say that sometimes, it's necessary that you go out, to find out where home really is. I hope I have, here.

Back Home

Finally. Back home after a good 6 years on the road. My first mobile post. Sitting out here with Dr. Ti at a place we where memories of our childhood pretty well flood back as we see the next Gen of this island live out their years that they too will reminisce in years to come. It's a cycle we all go through, for me, I'm just trying to make my first mobile post... Err...substantially verbose.

Deutschland

I'm off again...short trip this time, but already I am thinking of coming home. Head down to the Walawalamuciwawa for now. Be back in August 08'...

Soon...

Five more days and a wake up...

96 Months Ago...

... on this day, WY (Jackrabbit) and myself signed on to a job that would send us halfway round the world to Europe. Now, he's a soon-to-be father of whom would most certainly be a gorgeous girl, and husband to the bubbly Red Timberwolf. Would would've guessed...

I Know...

This page should really be updated more often. I will...soon.

RATify

Truly, it's comforting to know amidst all the changes that have taken place on this island, that the Lunar New Year still hails as one of the most well observed of Seasons. The streets were empty in town, shopping centers were practically desolate - and all manner of decoration for the season was in place around this tiny island. In the lull between preparing for the Reunion dinner and diving into the thick of the festivities, I took a trip down town to see what it was like.
The meaning of 除夕 (Chú Xī - Lunar New Year's Eve, or literally "Change", "Eve") still figures very strongly in the lives of the people here, and it's great to return to a place like that. I would not have imagined myself saying this, but I'm glad I'm here during this season, and not somewhere else where it' still Winter. I'm definitely pleased ...

Prayer

I thought it apt, to continue where I last left off in the previous post to invest more time in the study of that which mattered in the grander scheme of things. A lot of people ask these days, about Prayer, and if it really worked, or if it mattered at all? It was thus timely, that the answer came, for me at least, in the following passage taken from Yancey's recent book Prayer - Does it Make A Difference (Zondervan, 2006). Harold writes on pp. 83:

"For me, prayer is the key to making life an adventure. In the Lord of the Rings series by Tolkien, poor Frodo only gets enough direction for the next lap of the journey. As he looks back, it all works out, but most of the time he wanders around confused and helpless. Only occasionally, and in subtle ways does Gandalf actively give assistance and guidance.
Like Frodo, we live ina world of opposition, one saturated with sex and full of evil, violence and poverty. This is my Father's world? I come to God with my complaints and laments. I grapple with God, call him to account. And I believe God welcomes that dialogue. In the process, I learn who I am. Someone asked the Swiss counselor Paul Tournier, "What's your definition of a hypocrite?" and he replied, C'est moi - It is I. Prayer reminds me of that truth.
Prayer also straightens out my expectations. My son, small for his age loves to play football. He practices faithfully, slogging through the mud, and during games, he expects to get smashed by defensive players who outweigh him by a hundred pounds. He sees football as a kind of battle, and naturally it will include pain and conflict. I see the Christian's life on this planet as a battle, too. We try to follow God on a place in active rebellion against him. I don't expect prayer to make that any easier, any less problem-filled. I do expect it to give me the inner strength to keep fighting. Persistence is my way of demonstrating faith."

Yancey writes:
"If prayer stands as the place where God and human beings meet, then I must learn about prayer. I have now written twenty books, and in some way of other most of them circle around the same two themes: why God doesn't act the way we want God to, and why I don't act the way God wants me to. Prayer is the precise point where those two themes converge."

As I work my way through the book, it's becoming increasingly absorbing as it begins to reveal passages in Scripture that are jumping out at me in ways in which I hadn't perceived them before. And to think that I dared thing that life on this Island was getting a tad bit...well, I did suppose I was getting a little ahead of myself...

Brand New Year

I'd wanted something meaningful to kick off the new year, not a resolution of sorts, nor new purchases, but something of a more lasting kind. 2007 was a year of being still, learning (not that it has stopped) and tons of reading - a retreat of sorts, and stock taking of many key aspects in life. But some of the most meaningful moments, were times spent in conversation with friends and family,the solitude of mornings in the city (whilst the world chugged on), watching traffic (people and vehicular) go by, within the safe haven of a muted Cafe, behind its massive giant glass walls. Donald Miller sums up pretty well the way I'd like to head into 2008. Quoting him in verbatim:

"I found myself reflecting on that hope, the hope we have in Christ, and I realized some of the greatest times in my life are times when I have had hope in something. If I were studying hard, I hoped in spring break, and if I was lonely, then I hoped in a new relationship that was blossoming. I have placed hope in a movie that would be coming out, in a sporting event of which I followed a team (Go Patriots) and some of those things worked out and some of them didn’t. But as great as spring break or a new relationship turned out to be, I think I have to admit the hope was even better. Reality can be a let down, as Solomon would say.

What I think is so remarkable about the hope we have in Christ is that this specific hope is promised to not let us down. God will come through even as He has promised He would come through. His hope will not disappoint, like so many other targets of false hope. And what is also interesting is that in light of the hope we have in Christ, all other things take their proper places, and we can see more clearly what they actually are, love for love’s sake, entertainment for entertainment sake, success in projects as fun and exciting, but nothing of eternal significance. Eternal hope for fulfillment is not in those things, it is in Christ alone. That perspective seems like it holds a lot of freedom."

There's a lot of wisdom in that which Miller expresses, and even more from where he draws his inspiration. Surely, such treasure merits a more judicious and deliberate investment of time in its study. Welcome to 2008 folks. It'll be an exciting year.

Mellow

Must be the age thing...I don't feel like bloggin' much these days. Just finished the fight...but there's a huge backlog of photos and stuff that needs to be put up, and Project that needs to be run...time's a slippin', but at least the time back this time round was a lot more welcome than previous. Somethings don't change though...

Back

Busy. Been back since last week, barely had time to post anything - it's mad, but I reckon I really should start clearing my leave for the year - I really should. More updates when that comes along.

Soon ...

Ten days and a wake up. Looking forward to it. Check back soon.